*chapter one*
                                      Bipolar   Italy?
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   "Feri-Kun,come here." Your eyes still fixed on the pasta you were cooking, you tapped Feliciano softly on the shoulder.
"Kiku wants you." You said, stirring the pasta, which sizzled softly in response.
Feliciano waved at the pasta, saying a goodbye. You rolled your eyes and quietly whispered,"Don't say goodbye to food, Idiota."
...Man, you've been hanging around Lovino too much.
Bored with your thoughts, and the pasta, you listened in on Kiku and Feliciano's conversation.
"Feri-kun, Ludwig-san is coming back."
"Veeee~! He-a is? Iam so-a haaappy!"
"F-Feri-kun, carm down!!"
Kiku sweat-dropped, holding the Italian down so he wouldn't flip tables out of happiness.
You chuckled abit and sighed.
It would be nice to see your boyfriend again, after two years.
"When is he coming?" you thought aloud. Kiku was silent.
You could tell Feliciano was waiting as well, because the table was still intact.
"Werr...H-He just said soon....." Kiku admitted.
You sighed and nodded. Of course...The last time he said soon was before he left....
"...Kiku, come stir the pasta. I have a call to make."
You said, handing Kiku the spoon as he approached the bowl.
"Also, guard it with your life. Feli's hungry tonight."
You added before walking outback and closing the door. Kiku looked at Feli, who starred at the pasta bowl with his eyes barely open.


        You pulled your cell out and speed dialed Ludwig. It rang....then went to voicemail. You hung up and growled, trying until finally, a familiar voice answered.
"Hello?________?! Mein gott, do you know vhat time it is in Ger--"
  "I don't care what fucking time it is in Germany! When I call, you answer god dammit!"
You yelled, tears threatening to run down your face, but you sucked them back in.
Ludwig sighed, you could hear.
"_________,I swear Im coming home zhis time. Don't vorry."
You bit your lip. You hated that voice. That fake Im-sorry-for-you voice. This time, you couldn't hold the tears back.
"This time?This time?! What about LAST TIME, LUDWIG? What happened then?! You left me for that- that Eliza, didn't you?!"
"--No _________, I swear I didn--"
"I don't want excuses! I miss you Ludwig! I...miss you..g-god dammit...!"
You tried to speak in between sobs, but your voice told you that was enough. He got the message.
"_______....I love you and only you, don't forget zhat. Im in zhe airport now. See? Im not lieing zhis time,_______. See you in a day. Good night."
Then the phone hung up. It hung up for the hundredth time this month. You sat on one of the metal chairs you had outside, and began crying into your hands. Apparently, the sky had hung up as well. Because it too, began to cry. It began to pour soon, and you were now soaking. you moved the chair into the safety of the roof, and calmed down, starring at the glistening sky above. You closed your eyes and began to drift into sleep.
"N-No Feri-kun! No! S-Stop!"
Your eyes opened and you sighed; getting up and walking back inside the house.
"Feli, whatever your doing, sto-- HORY SHEET FELICIANO!!" Your eyes widened.
In front of you, the always cheerful, happy-go-lucky Feliciano was holding a knife up to Kiku's neck, pressing it gently, but just enough to draw blood.
Kiku, the almost Spock-like Japanese was struggling to keep tears from falling. You ran to Feliciano and pried him off Kiku, taking the knife from his hands and stashing it in a safe with two other knifes. You locked it, putting it back in the cabinet labeled DO NOT OPEN.
You glared at the Italian and shook your head disapprovingly.
"Third time this month,Feli. Want to go to that mental hospital I told you about? And before Ludwig gets back? Tsk tsk, Feliciano.Tsk...tsk.."
You hit the Italian on the back, which seemed to knock him out. You walked over to Kiku and helped him up, pressing a cloth against the slit in his neck.
"Thats going to hurt in the morning, Kiku."
"I-It arready does..."
You gave Kiku a sympathetic look and wiped a tear off his cheek.
"It'll be fine Kiku. I'll have him sleep in the cage."
You smiled at him reassuringly, also trying to calm yourself down.
It was cruel to make Feli sleep in a cold cage. Even though you explained it to him multiple times, Feliciano still didn't understand why he was in there. You have gave it some thought, and decided he was bipolar.
Two personalities.
You still felt sorry for him. When his second side came out, whatever that side of him did, Feliciano himself never remembered.
Feliciano, the real Feliciano, was asleep when his friend came out.
After Kiku's wound was tended to and wrapped up, he helped you carry Feliciano's frail body up to the cage that was next to your bed.
You two carefully set him on the bottom of the blanket-covered cage.
You sat his head on the pillow, and gently stroked his hair, avoiding the curl. You kissed his forehead and took a tear from your eye, and set the small drop on his right cheek.
Then, you closed the cage and locked it twice--double checking it.
You looked at Kiku and nodded.
"If you need anything, feel free to ask. If Im asleep,wake me up, don't be shy." You smiled and he nodded.
"Hai,_______-chan. Oyasuminasai, to you both."
Kiku bowed before quietly closing the door. You layed in bed and watched Feli sleep, no matter how creeper-like it was.
Slowly, you watched his eyes open. But they weren't his usual amber.
They were ruby red--an exact replica of Gilbert's.
You gulped, but you didn't allow your fear to show through.
Feliciano sat up and starred at you, his hypnotic orbs burning into you [e/c] ones.
You blinked and looked away, blushing. Maybe playing innocent would help?
You heard Feliciano chuckle.
"Bella~ Don't be-a nervous~ I don't-a bite." He grinned.
You looked at him. He reminded you of Lovino when he was giving off hints saying "dont-piss-me-off".
You knew he was flirting--well duh, he is an Italian, right?
You blushed some more. "Feli, stop. I have a boyfriend." You watched and waited for his response. He blinked, then shrugged and sighed.
"Well? Who is-a he? Tell me, I'll-a kill him!"
Your eyes widened.
Note to self: Don't anger 2P Feli.
Second note to self: 2P Feli enjoys killing.
"U-Uh...Would I tell you? He is my boyfriend, I don't think I want him dead." You looked away, afraid of his response.
"I guess your-a right. I wan't him-a dead, though." He laughed, his voice like a happy child's.
Thats disturbing, You thought.
All of a sudden, he stopped laughing. He was starring at you. Just starring.
"Thats not-a very nice, bella. My laugh is just-a unique." Your eyes widened.
He read your mind?! Better not think bad thoughts.
"Well, Im very sorry. But how'd you do that? And hey, that isn't very nice either, listening in on my thoughts. How would you like it if I read your thoughts?"
"But you can't," Feli smiled. "And I can."
You sighed and blushed.
"Thats not fair...you yourself aren't very fair. You've got two personalities. And you know what they say, Two heads are better than one."
Feli grinned.
"Two heads are-a better then one,huh?"